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Talk about anything under the sun or stars - but keep it civil. This is where we really get to know each other. Everyone is welcome, and invited!
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Postby Petra456 » Tue Oct 17, 2006 9:19 pm

dear you,

you're an idiot.

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And there will come a time, you'll see, with no more tears.
And love will not break your heart, but dismiss your fears.
Get over your hill and see what you find there,
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Postby Miss Abbie » Wed Oct 18, 2006 5:52 pm

Dear you,

Thank you for paying attention to me. You make me feel not invisible and I love you for that. I mean, I love you for that.

-Me
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Postby anonshadow » Wed Oct 18, 2006 6:09 pm

Dear you,

Jesus, could you get more puerile?

Me



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Postby Young Val » Wed Oct 18, 2006 6:21 pm

dear you,

thank you for using the word "puerile." it makes me happy when people display a functioning and varied vocabulary.

-Kelly


dear you,

i am beginning to understand. please don't let that statement lose any of its validity because of the fact that watching episodes of Buffy and Firefly is leading me to that understanding.

maybe this really all does happen for a reason. we're going to be ok.

i love you so much,
Kel


dear you,

thank you, thank you, thank you.

love,
Kelly
you snooze, you lose
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Postby anonshadow » Wed Oct 18, 2006 6:43 pm

Dear you,

I have found that Buffy and Angel (I have not watched Firefly) can lead to very real and deep existential understanding of the universe and love.

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Postby Miss Abbie » Thu Oct 19, 2006 9:43 am

Dear you,

I'm sorry, I'm awful at keeping in touch during the school year. I am going home on Saturday for a little little while, maybe I'll have time then. Maybe you'll have time then.

-Me

Dear you,

You disgust me. Getting some distance from you has been lovely. "Oooh, my feelings for you will only grow deeper with time." My bottom. We haven't spoken in almost a month. Forgive me for not trying to talk to you when the last thing you told me was something along the lines of hello love I am too busy for you goodbye. Probably you never even think of me anymore. Fine. I mean, I have better things to do. People that actually respect me. Which is not to say that you weren't lovely for that little while. I will look back on our time together fondly. It was nice to think that someone your age thought I was mature and things.

Before I figured out that you're just a pedophile.

I hope that sometime in the near future you figure out what love actually is. You think you know, but you don't know. Most people don't but your definition is so twisted.

It's really creepy.

In the meantime, have fun attempting to seduce all the girls at your school, lover man.

-that girl that used to really adore you, you know, that one who... I don't remember, which one was she, again?
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Postby Virlomi » Thu Oct 19, 2006 10:47 am

Dear You,

There are moments in which potential versions of reality seem to glisten and hint and shimmer, whispering potential paths and unknown, unformed realities. I watch, I see just the moment, exactly where the paths diverge, where the split would happen if it were to happen. And inevitably, nothing ever does happen. And life stays familiar and comfortable and known. But I crane my neck as long as I can, watching that other life, the echoing mysterious who knows what. And watching you. There's nothing very new about it. Just a meeting and a knowing and a potential and a passing. And only one of us noticed. But there's nothing new about that either. And it's ok. Honestly. Maybe it wouldn't have gone anywhere anyway. Maybe it would have ended up withered and decayed and causing more damage than anything else. Maybe it's better that it never had life in the first place. But maybe that could have been it for me. Who knows.

At any rate, it's amazing the things that go on in people's heads, all about someone, but never actually involving them. So probably it's a good thing that you'll never know that any of this went on. And I'll crane my neck for awhile and watch out of the corner of my eye, and I'll give a moment of silence in the honor of the death of unborn things... and then I'll keep walking what I know. And I'm sure this feeling will come again. Someone else, somewhere else, sometime else. And some day I think the moment won't be missed, but taken, given substance. And that will be it for me. Maybe this could have been it... but something else will be, I'm sure, sooner or later.

In the mean time, I wish you well.
-me

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Postby v-girl » Thu Oct 19, 2006 9:05 pm

dear you,

all of the sudden i have this overwhelming feeling of... missing you.

-me

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Postby Virlomi » Fri Oct 20, 2006 10:18 am

Dear You,

I'm so sorry I wasn't there last night. I'm not sure what your schedule is, but I'll call you later today. I love you so very much.

-me

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Postby shadow-petra » Fri Oct 20, 2006 8:11 pm

Dear ballas,

I played my worst today. You all know me, and this has to be the bottom of bottom any Defense Specialist can ever go. This has never happened to me before, and i promise you I will do my best to see that it will never happen again. I'm sorry, my seniors, that I couldn't contribute to the game with positive outcomes in each play. I'm sorry you can not go to state championships one last time before you graduate.

-L

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Postby Bevis » Fri Oct 20, 2006 9:18 pm

You've been wonderful.


I'll try to recipricate.

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Postby peterlocke123 » Sat Oct 21, 2006 2:13 pm

Dear you,

Last night wasn't nearly as fun as I'd wished. Maybe if we'd spent more time together. Were you trying to avoid me? It almost seemed like it. Really good in your game too. Let's have fun this year.

Love you,

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Postby eriador » Sat Oct 21, 2006 4:08 pm

Dear You,

I'm sorry about last night. Maybe I shouldn't have been so forward. I just wish you would explain what you're thinking. I didn't mean to intimidate you, just to express what I'm feeling. Maybe I didn't read you correctly. I don't blame you if you were trying to avoid me, I just wish you could have told me what you were feeling.

I really am sorry, but please tell me how you feel so that I can stop worrying about how you feel.

-/me

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Postby Virlomi » Mon Oct 23, 2006 10:41 am

Dear You,

Maybe I'm just old fashioned, but I feel like that was incredibly inappropriate. Actually, all of it has been. Not what, just where. Oh well, I guess you're entitled to something... but I guess I feel like that only goes so far before it just becomes superfluous and cruel.

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Postby Petra » Mon Oct 23, 2006 10:54 am

Dear you,

You're doing it right. I'm sorry I'm a paranoid girl. I promise I'll get better in about a week or so. I just get tetchy during the third week of a relationship because I expect you to leave me. All the others have.
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Postby Miss Abbie » Mon Oct 23, 2006 11:19 am

Dear yous,

I miss you very, very much. You are my every everything and I am so thankful that I know you. I miss your quirkiness, your fights about good and evil at the breakfast table, relocating, insane blazers, the horse painting, being crazy in public, walks, weekends in the music hall, all of it. I love the fights and the Maddie dramas and Vivian always being sick and the thorax/abdomen issue and Karyad not being able to deal with anything deathy or sadness related. I don't know what I'm going to do when this year comes to an end. I wish it could last forever, but it won't. Nothing ever does. I guess we're stuck with this little time, and so I wish I could have stayed there with you. Maybe next break, because I can't handle this--not even sleeping 18 hours a night helps, though I hope it'll help me out for when I get back to school. Maybe I'll actually be able to drag myself out of bed at 6:45 like I always mean to and then get to breakfast in time to sit around with Viv and wonder where everyone is.

And then Phish made a new album.

-Me
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Postby Kendareru » Mon Oct 23, 2006 1:05 pm

Dear you,
I've been gone for far too long
But now I'm back again.
I'll visit more, just hold the door
Every now and then.

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Postby zeroguy » Mon Oct 23, 2006 1:47 pm

Dear Mr. and Mrs. Mason Williams,

Mazel Tov! You two are awesome, and hopefully just as awesome for each other as you are in general.

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Postby daPyr0x » Mon Oct 23, 2006 6:17 pm

Dear You,

After all that you have done, I do not feel as though you deserve a whole hell of a lot. You do not deserve me back, you don't deserve some of the things that I do and am going to do for you, you don't deserve my sympathy when you complain about feeling lonely...

But you deserve better than that. Nobody deserves to feel like that. Nobody deserves to hear that. Nobody deserves what you went through, and nobody deserves anyone pushing them back into it. You deserve better than him.

I am not with you. I may never be again. I may never even see you again. But I do love you. I do care deeply about you and your well being. I am a friend. Listen to your friend. You deserve better and you know you do.

You know what you need to do.

Sincerely,

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Postby shadow-petra » Mon Oct 23, 2006 6:32 pm

Dear you

I have no clue what he's thinking, putting me in your place. Your alot better than i am, it's your last few games, and you should be playing your position. Yes, it's mine too, but that was when i was on JV. I didn't think he'd actually make us switch places, especially after the worst game i've ever played. we both know we love playing libero, and i'm sort of flattered and confused he'd switch out places. I hope your not angry, because i don't want you to be.

-L

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Postby RandomMaker » Mon Oct 23, 2006 8:19 pm

Dear You,
Thanks so much. I'm sorry I keep complaining (makes me feel like even more of an idiot. Ironic, huh? :wink: ).
See you,
-Me

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oh come on... this is getting to be absurd...
-myself

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Postby eriador » Mon Oct 23, 2006 8:21 pm

Dear You,
Now that I've puzzled through some of my thoughts I realized that I can't blame you. All I want to do is talk and explain myself. Maybe then you'll see what I was doing. Maybe then you'll open up. Maybe then I would be afraid.

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Postby Virlomi » Tue Oct 24, 2006 8:19 am

Dear Yous,

Look, there is nothing new under this sun, and there certainly isn't anything new about you. It really has all been done before, and you happen to be hitting me at the one time of month where I just don't have any patience for it. The talking to each other in front of everyone else thing. The incessant babble. The "I must say something everywhere" mentality. The fluffiness just because you can. There's really nothing new about any of this. And it's a right of passage. It's something you earn, slowly, after time. It's being inducted into a culture. It's learning it's idiosyncrasies and it's key players and it's history and it's rhythm and it's sense of humor... and then, once you get that, it's adding your own voice to that and helping to shape that culture. It is NOT two days. It just isn't. And it means a lot to some people. And you'll never understand why that is unless you knock this out. I'm not saying there isn't a place for you, but this is getting extremely old.

-me
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Postby Jebus » Tue Oct 24, 2006 8:29 am

the one time of month where I just don't have any patience for it
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Postby Virlomi » Tue Oct 24, 2006 8:34 am

*rolls eyes*

Can it, sheep boy.

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Postby Dr. Mobius » Tue Oct 24, 2006 1:48 pm

Dear You,

I've been thinking about our conversation we had a few days ago and I've decided to absolve you from your promise. I'd like to think you'd do that anyways for other reasons.

- Doc

Dear You,

I think we both need to work on our timing a little bit. I'll let you know when my next day off is when I find out myself (which will probably be only a few hours before I actually have that day off). We can talk then. Image

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Postby Miss Abbie » Wed Oct 25, 2006 10:56 am

Dear you,

People like you infuriate me. It's not that I have anything against you as people, it's just that if it's over, it's over. You just have to move on, three weeks, three months, three years, I don't care. Relationships end, especially in this section of our lives. Get over it.

Which is to say stop playing with him, it's not nice and you're making lots and lots of people at the table hate you. He should be able to be ours too.

Dangit.

-me
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Postby Yebra » Wed Oct 25, 2006 2:49 pm

Dear You,

I really miss you.
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Postby Petra » Wed Oct 25, 2006 3:10 pm

Dear You,

You're going to have a huge impact on my life. I can feel it. I think I should be scared.
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Postby starlooker » Wed Oct 25, 2006 4:18 pm

Dear You,

You probably have no idea, but you opened up a really large can of worms for me today. Wow. Big, big, big issue. Deep personality structure type issue. Scary.

Please remember to help me deal with it, now that it's out there.

Your supervisee
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There's another glimpse of sky...
There's another way to lean
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There's another life out there...

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Postby Nicholas » Wed Oct 25, 2006 9:53 pm

Dear you,
AAA, Why do you have to be so controling? I know that your not comfortable with me doing somethings. But you know what? We are not a couple! End of story. We will not be a couple for at least another five years. So untill then I am goin to do what I want to and I hope and pray you do the same. I'm not holding you to a standard or anything so why should I be held to one?
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Postby -Bean » Wed Oct 25, 2006 11:29 pm

Dear You,
I'm sorry, I love you no matter what, I'm not trying to control you and I'm sorry if it came off that way. I'm just scared as hell to lose you and he is the only person I am afraid will be able to take you from me. I know you say he can't, that there's no chance of it. But it's a fear, I never said it was rational. And I'm hurt, I won't lie, that hurt a hell of a lot. Knowing that I would be spending Christmas with you but at the end of the day it would be his arms you'ld be going to, and not mine. That scares the hell out of me baby, and I can't help it, and it hurts like hell too.
-One who loves you
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-One who is angry
-One who is sad
-One who worries more than he ever tells you
-One who is hurt
-One who is afraid
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Postby daPyr0x » Wed Oct 25, 2006 11:48 pm

Dear You,

You are a very funny person. I have yet to figure you out totally, and I'm not really sure I want to.

You are wrong. I am not trying to steal her away from you. In fact, if you could hear some of our conversations you would see that the situation is the exact opposite; she wants ME to take HER back and I've told her no because I wanted her to follow through on this relationship with you.

I know it's not going to work. I knew it from the start. Hell, I knew it back when I drove everyone to go to Universal and she had a crush on you but wouldn't admit it. You cannot support her the way that she needs. You do not have the amount of respect that is required to make the relationship work.

You pushed her to have sex with you the NIGHT she broke up with me. You don't respect her or anyone else nearly as much as you should. You don't respect sex as much as you need to to make something like this work.

Do you want to make it work? I know you do, I know you broke down in tears because you were scared it wouldn't. Well, I'll tell you what, I'll let you in on a little secret...

DO NOT KEEP PUSHING HER BACK TO HER HELL.

She has told you what she has been through, what I helped to pull her out of. She has told you her struggles, you know that she's had some rough times. And yet you still joke at her expense. You still say things that prove that you are more shallow than you show, and that further prove that you do not respect her the way you need to. She has told you quite specifically what you need to stop doing and you still do. I know she hasn't brought up some of the hurtful things to you, but I know about them. If you can't stop yourself from making her feel like s*** about herself then she can't be with you.

I have made Nicole aware that I am not willing to take her back right now. I will eventually. We will eventually get married, despite all of this. But right now is not the time. I would have no reason to "steal her away" from you because I have nowhere to steal her to. She is my friend, and that is all.

However, do know that I have told her she needs to leave you. Do be aware that though I fully support her pursuit of happiness at my demise no matter who it is with; I do not support her relationship with you. It has nothing to do with me thinking you're an a******, nothing to do with the two-faced liar that you are, and nothing to do with anything that you have done directly or indirectly to me. It has everything to do with what she comes crying to me about. Yes, SHE comes to ME, crying over things that happen between the two of you. She cannot be with someone who makes her feel that way. I understand I have hurt her in many different ways, many more than I should have; however you need to understand that there are certain things that are....how should I say...triggering...that cannot be crossed that easily. She needs to leave you for her own good, and for herself. Not for anyone else, and most definitely not for me.

You should also understand that I make very little effort to contact Nicole lately. After the first week or so I dropped off and we would only talk once every few days, when she would take the initiative to call me. Realize that I would, in fact, avoid contact with her for days on end despite her efforts. I picked up and started talking to her the other day when some things came out and I realized that though we are not together she needed my support thanks to you. i was there for her. she called me as she was preparing to kill herself so that I could help calm her and talk her out of it. I followed up with contact purely to help her stay away from that point. I followed up to tell her that I still loved her, that no matter what I would, and that I am here to support her no matter how little she might deserve it from me. I only care about what is best for her.

Her and I are no more. However, she still means the world to me. I care about her as deeply as I do my parents, my brothers, or even a theoretical child I don't have. As such, I want what is best for her, and only what is best for her. Throughout our relationship I placed her above me; that's a big reason why we are no more.....and I am continuing to do it. I care about HER and HER well being. I don't care about you. I don't care if you're sad because she's leaving you. I don't care if you hate my guts because......you're stupid(?). I don't care about anything else other than her well being, and if something is going to get in the way of her well being I am going to do my damndest to get rid of it.

I have no malicious intent with my contact with Nicole; merely caring for her and responding to her contact to me. I do not wish to take her back, and I do not wish for her to leave you for that purpose.

--The man whose heart you helped break, whose soul you pushed to grow cold, and whose mind cannot comprehend why he has any care for what you think of him.
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