So... Im new... but not so much. weird that im getting those nervious jitters in my stomach just by introducing myself...

haha anyway i was on here about 4 years ago and then somehow, very unintentionaly, dissapeared. Ive changed alot sense then... so i decided a new name was in order.

Im Haven.

Dearest Bob, I am a master at avoiding unpleasent thoughts. At hiding. But bob... sometimes... something opens up that dark door... aw s***... here i wanted to vent about all the screwed up stuff going on and my master avoidence alarm kicks on and i cant seem to focus... I need an emergency shut-off...