I would say I got teary-eyed or depressed in pretty much every book except A War of Gifts, First Meetings and Ender's Shadow. But I'm kind of a sensitive person. I cry during a lot of my books. I sometimes cry when I think of those books.
EG:
- When Bean visits Ender and Ender says he's tired of the game. (I just feel so bad for him!)
- Ender's visit with Valentine.
- When Ender finds out the game was real.
I think I get more teary-eyed when I THINK about EG than when I actually read it.
SFTD:
- When Pipo and Rooter die.
- When Ender tells Valentine he's leaving Trondheim.
- Everything in the whole treaty scene.
- When the Hive Queen is released (I found it so beautiful!).
- The little spiel about Jane and Ender's severed relationship.
Xenocide:
- Qing Jao walking in on her dead mother.
- Qing Jao's "test." As a fellow germaphobe, my skin was crawling throughout the entire scene. On top of that, Han Fei-tzu's love for Qing Jao was overwhelming for me.
- The first meeting with the Hive Queen.
- The chapter called "Martyr." The whole freaking thing.
- The riot.
- Ender's reaction when Val and Peter are sprouted from his mind.
- The ending with Qing Jao. She never truly lived.
CotM (Anybody else think that this was the best title out of all the books? It's a clever double-entendre and it sounds cool.):
- Whenever I read a single word about Ender. I already knew he died, so I made every word count.
- Ender's death. I've never bawled so hard in my life. I don't care what the book says, Ender is Ender, and he is dead. Just because Young Peter is still alive does not mean Ender lives on as well. Screw this aiua talk!
- When Miro talked Young Val out of her body. That was AWFUL. I got antsy with every word and wanted to slap Miro. I've never agreed with Quara so much.
SotH:
- I got really sad when Petra badmouthed that "doctor" guy that was trying to help her, and then Achilles shot him. I felt so bad for that guy for some reason. I didn't cry but I was depressed the whole day as a result.
- Sister Carlotta's death. Her death killed me more than pretty much anything from the other Enderverse books besides Ender's death.
- Sayagi's death.
SP:
- When we met Alai and the song "Jerusalem" by Bruce Dickinson played on my iPod. I don't know why that hit me so hard, but I started crying for no reason.
- I thought the scene where Petra goes through all Hell to get in vitro was beautiful, so I was extremely teary-eyed when they were outright kidnapped.
SotG
- Nothing in the beginning, but in the last seventy-five pages or so, I felt like old wounds were ripped open with the whole Peter-Ender thing, and when Petra came home, I was as sad as Petra was.
- Beautiful part that made me cry from its sheer beauty: When Peter added, "I love you," to the beginning of Bean's letter. I was so taken by that.
EiE:
- The first time the reader interacted with Ender. I missed him so much after the Shadow series!
- Ender's conversation with Abra.
- Finding the Hive Queen.
- Arkanian Delphiki beating up Ender, and Ender maintaining, "I will not hurt my friends' child."
Oh my Lord, I'm a sap!