Take a walk with me, if you will. It was March, so naturally I was freezing and you were quite comfortable. I woke up late because, hey, it was hours earlier there than where I live and I am slow to adjust to anything involving sleep changes. You had a sing-songy voice, not because you're one of those annoying people who wakes people up with one but because that's just you. I got dressed and we went to eat somewhere; maybe that was the day you took me to that little restaurant with the glass soda bottles - mine is sitting on my hutch. Then we went to that ice cream place -you know, THE ice cream place- and then it was time for the bridge. "Behold, rising before you, the greatest erection on the continent... the greatest erection of the age... the greatest erection on the planet!" There was the tourist thing, that you so kindly allowed me to do and then there was that pride of yours. But I had to see it, c'mon! It was well worth looking like a tourist to find out. But the best part, the single most perfect part of that day, was the ferry ride. God, that was just perfect. There was the picture on the way out, which is framed and will go on my table once they take my desk away from me at work, and then there was that great ride back, us not realizing we had docked. You have no idea, none whatsoever, what I wouldn't do to go back to that moment, just once. Hell, even though I turned moody and freaked out, I'd do just about anything to go back to the night we tried to get to the airport. Because, "If you're a human, you come from Africa. If you're an alien, I don't know where you come from!" That was the best mess I've ever been in.
I just thought of that because of that thread on Big Fish; that made me think of you, since I saw it with you.
I lovith you...ith. And in case you forgot:
i carry your heart with me(i carry it in
my heart)i am never without it(anywhere
i go you go,my dear; and whatever is done
by only me is your doing,my darling)
no fate(for you are my fate,my sweet)i want
no world(for beautiful you are my world,my true)
and it's you are whatever a moon has always meant
and whatever a sun will always sing is you
here is the deepest secret nobody knows
(here is the root of the root and the bud of the bud
and the sky of the sky of a tree called life;which grows
higher than the soul can hope or mind can hide)
and this is the wonder that's keeping the stars apart
i carry your heart(i carry it in my heart)
Lastly, I need you to know that you are such a big part of who I am. That may not be the compliment I mean it to be, some may cringe on your behalf and feel relief that I'm not pointing fingers at them, but I don't want you to forget that. I'm making mistakes and I'm sort of a wreck in general. But you've always loved me despite it all, in your own way, and that's all I can ever ask of you. I'm glad that we keep coming back to each other; it kinda makes you the love of my life and I'm kinda okay with that. More than okay with that. We did swear off men anyway, right?
Please don't move in. I don't like you and normally that would just mean you're my mom's problem but if you move into my house, you become my problem, too. heh. My house. See? I'm territorial. I barely like living with some family and you're some unrelated jackass who did wrong by my mom last year, who she has stayed friends with for some reason and now pities.
Uh, please move out. You may not realize this but that is my room and I don't want to be scared to go in there anymore. The noises scared me so badly, I slept in my mom's room last night. Not cool, Thing, not cool.
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on Sun Oct 18, 2009 9:30 pm, edited 1 time in total.
Se paciente y duro; algún día este dolor te será útil.