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Postby Confessions » Wed Apr 11, 2007 1:49 pm

Yesterday I had some specific suicidal ideation for the first time in many months.
The password is "guilty"

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Postby Petra456 » Thu Apr 12, 2007 12:22 pm

Confession: I'm going to look at apartments with my friend on sunday, and I have no intention of moving in there, at all.
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And there will come a time, you'll see, with no more tears.
And love will not break your heart, but dismiss your fears.
Get over your hill and see what you find there,
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Postby Confessions » Fri Apr 13, 2007 1:37 am

It's not the way I planned it.
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Postby Confessions » Fri Apr 13, 2007 8:33 am

The more I see of my ex-boyfriend the more disgusted I am with myself for ever giving my heart to him, and the more afraid I am that since I keep falling in love with idiots, every man in my life will be like him. Maybe I just can't do better.
The password is "guilty"

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Postby VelvetElvis » Sun Apr 15, 2007 2:31 pm

I saw a very impressive collection of work by faberge. But I was more excited by the zoo.
Yay, I'm a llama again!

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Postby Petra456 » Mon Apr 16, 2007 5:25 am

Confession: On really bad days at work, I slip people coupons while i'm ringing them up, because making other people happy truly does make me feel better.
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And there will come a time, you'll see, with no more tears.
And love will not break your heart, but dismiss your fears.
Get over your hill and see what you find there,
With grace in your heart and flowers in your hair.

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Postby anonshadow » Mon Apr 16, 2007 5:37 am

The more I see of my ex-boyfriend the more disgusted I am with myself for ever giving my heart to him, and the more afraid I am that since I keep falling in love with idiots, every man in my life will be like him. Maybe I just can't do better.
Whoever you are, you can.

Period.



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Postby Luet » Mon Apr 16, 2007 2:30 pm

The more I see of my ex-boyfriend the more disgusted I am with myself for ever giving my heart to him, and the more afraid I am that since I keep falling in love with idiots, every man in my life will be like him. Maybe I just can't do better.
Whoever you are, you can.

Period.
I concur. Absolutely.
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Postby Claire » Thu Apr 19, 2007 7:41 pm

I do NOT want to go home. This has been the best year of my life.

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Postby Gravity Defier » Tue Apr 24, 2007 7:47 pm

Confession: When I get anxious about something, it appears as though I suffer from a symptom of Tourette's Syndrome.

I think things out in my head and the only thing that is heard outloud is the f*** or s*** I say in response to myself when I realize I've made a mistake. There's also the a****** that slips when I'm thinking about a particular person at times, but that's less common.
Se paciente y duro; algún día este dolor te será útil.

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Postby daPyr0x » Tue Apr 24, 2007 11:03 pm

Confession: Crying on the phone with Nicole the other day - helping her deal with her breakup....as stupid and sadistic as it may sound, made me feel better about myself.

Confession: I desperately want her back. I just refuse to until...something.

Confession: I desperately want someone new. I want to love.

Confession: I feel completely alone, and I have a feeling that is going to be the rest of my summer.
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Postby Young Val » Wed Apr 25, 2007 9:55 am

confession: i bought the diet coke "plus" as opposed the the regular diet coke, simply because i liked the teal color of the bottle cap.
you snooze, you lose
well I have snozzed and lost
I'm pushing through
I'll disregard the cost
I hear the bells
so fascinating and
I'll slug it out
I'm sick of waiting
and I can
hear the bells are
ringing joyful and triumphant

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Postby Bevis » Wed Apr 25, 2007 10:11 am

Confession: Even though no one I work with takes the safety commitee seriously, I still love that I'm on it.

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Postby Confessions » Wed Apr 25, 2007 12:58 pm

Give me a sign.
The password is "guilty"

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Postby Yebra » Wed Apr 25, 2007 2:56 pm

Confession: I do this in full knowledge that it's a really really bad idea.
Yebra: A cross between a zebra and something that fancied a zebra.

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Postby Claire » Wed Apr 25, 2007 10:15 pm

I had a PWEB dream last night.

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Postby Guest » Thu Apr 26, 2007 5:12 am

Confession: I think I may have been deluding myself into a state of pseudo-detatchment; my inability to attain any semblance of true mindfulness and to maintain my awareness seem to have given rise to a quasi-waking-dream-like state in which I feel serene and detatched, gaining insights into my conciousness through the various methods of meditation and self-styled yoga, and the religious/philosophical texts dominating my reading material as of late, but this feeling may or may not be genuine, and my fear is that in delusion, in this feeling, I have made myself think that I'm making progressive steps, when in fact I may only be manufacturing these results, keeping me from actual progress.
"By means of meditation we can teach our minds to be calm and balanced; within this calmness is a richness and a potential, an inner knowledge which can render our lives boundlessly satisfying and meaningful." - Tarthang Tulku

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Postby Virlomi » Thu Apr 26, 2007 9:49 am

I had a PWEB dream last night.
What was it?

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Postby Dr. Mobius » Thu Apr 26, 2007 1:22 pm

Was it a PG dream?
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Postby Claire » Thu Apr 26, 2007 3:02 pm

It was a big get-together that turned out to be kind of like a family reunion, like a picnic in the middle of a field. I think it was someone's birthday and they wanted to play dodgeball. Someone hit me in the face with a dodgeball and then I woke up. Pretty much everyone was there, though.

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Postby Virlomi » Thu Apr 26, 2007 5:22 pm

Now the real question is, did we look like our pictures or our avatars?

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Postby Dr. Mobius » Fri Apr 27, 2007 12:53 am

For some people that wouldn't really matter.
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Postby Eaquae Legit » Fri Apr 27, 2007 2:05 pm

It's 4pm. I'm still in my pyjamas. I don't foresee that changing any time soon.

Nor do I care.
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Postby Lazarillo » Fri Apr 27, 2007 8:39 pm

I'm all grow'd up now, and i still make the occasional blanket fort, just for fun.
While there is a lower class I am in it; while there is a criminal element I am of it; while there is a soul in prison, I am not free
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Postby Young Val » Fri Apr 27, 2007 9:53 pm

i'm tipsy and so am remembering things i wouldn't otherwise.

confession: one of the 287382648327598490389543 things i miss about being with henry is calling him "tiger." it's SUCH a good pet name, and no one else is quite worthy of it. i miss saying it. quelle dommage.


confession part deux (tipsy or sober): i <3 Georgia Nicolson enough to 1. use the emo heart. biatch. 2. wish i were quite a bit more like her. 3. integrate her slang into my inner thought processes.
you snooze, you lose
well I have snozzed and lost
I'm pushing through
I'll disregard the cost
I hear the bells
so fascinating and
I'll slug it out
I'm sick of waiting
and I can
hear the bells are
ringing joyful and triumphant

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Postby Jayelle » Sun Apr 29, 2007 8:03 pm

Confession: I don't really care about music. I could take it or leave it.
I hate it when people force me to listen to a song they like.
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It needs to be about 20% cooler.

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Postby Young Val » Sun Apr 29, 2007 8:17 pm

confession: i like carrie underwood's "before he cheats." enough to buy it off itunes. which i have done.

i'm so ashamed.
you snooze, you lose
well I have snozzed and lost
I'm pushing through
I'll disregard the cost
I hear the bells
so fascinating and
I'll slug it out
I'm sick of waiting
and I can
hear the bells are
ringing joyful and triumphant

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Postby Rei » Mon Apr 30, 2007 11:38 am

It sincerely brightened my day to see Papa post, even if it was about something of which I know nothing.
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Postby daPyr0x » Mon Apr 30, 2007 11:40 am

I take the fact that my doctor was on vacation when I called as an omen that I shouldn't be calling him.
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Postby wizzard » Mon Apr 30, 2007 12:33 pm

Confession: when I have to make a phone-call, it doesn't matter who it's to, it could be to a friend I've known for years, it will often take me 10 minutes or so of staring at the phone before I actually force myself to dial... and then I'm saying under my breath "don't pick up, don't pick up".

I hate phones.
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Postby Confessions » Mon Apr 30, 2007 3:22 pm

I can be made to feel stupid with an ease that would surprise most people who think they know me.
The password is "guilty"

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Postby Sparrowhawk » Mon Apr 30, 2007 10:52 pm

confession: i like carrie underwood's "before he cheats." enough to buy it off itunes. which i have done.

i'm so ashamed.
You should be ashamed. While that song has a catchy beat and all (and I can't avoid hearing it because I live in a hick-town) if I was the boyfriend of the chick in the song she'd go to prison, if I didn't kill her first. What a heinous bitch! :x
That I dug my key into the side of his pretty little souped up 4 wheel drive,
carved my name into his leather seats...
I took a Louisville slugger to both headlights,
slashed a hole in all 4 tires...
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Postby Lazarillo » Tue May 01, 2007 12:30 am

Confession: My brother's recently gotten me into manga, the forbidden fruit I said I'd never taste.
While there is a lower class I am in it; while there is a criminal element I am of it; while there is a soul in prison, I am not free
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Postby Dr. Mobius » Tue May 01, 2007 1:49 am

If manga is the forbidden fruit, what would you call hentai?
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Postby zeroguy » Tue May 01, 2007 2:31 am

Forbidden fruit being raped by tentacle monsters.

Or maybe forbidden rotten fruit.

Hmm... there's a lot of different jokes to be made answering that, but I think I'll refrain from most of them.
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