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Bob, If there was any time that I don't want to be right it'd be now. I just want to be worth something. To somebody that isn't me, or whose genetic success doesn't depend at least partially on my own. It seems to me that my value in others' eyes extends no farther than what I can do for them. What ...

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Bob, I was shocked to see you so far down the first page. Sometimes I think it might be better if we didn't have so much to say to you. But I digress, I am here to talk about me. I really like to think that I don't care what people think. But it is amazing what the actions or in-actions of people ca...

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Bob, Self-sabotage is what I'm best at, no comparison. I have a very big hole to dig myself out of tomorrow and tuesday and if I don't succeed, I have contingency plans for less than half of it. When will I ever learn? Why would I ever take the time to apply to a bunch of jobs and then not check my ...

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Dear Bob, I'm feeling horrible. This morning's drive to work was like something out of my miserable adolescent past. I can feel myself spiraling downward, and hating myself more and more, and I feel paralyzed from doing the things I know would help to stop it. I'm feeling better now than I was this ...

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Bob, This just proves that you should never give up. God, who would've thought? One year ago, six months ago, even- nobody believed in me. Almost nobody. Not me, nor any of my family, nor one of my best friends. Not my therapist, either. My other two best friends always expressed confidence that I'l...

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He didn't only release the important stuff. He plans to release everything in his possession. He has a quarter of a million documents. I'd be genuinely surprised if there weren't juicy bits in that vast amount of information. Nevermind that some of the "genuinely important" things Satya b...

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There's a difference between whistleblowing when there's something shady going on and information-dumping for the sake of information-dumping. Something shady going down, like... - CIA agents detained a German citizen, brought him to Afghanistan where he was tortured, sodomized, and injected with d...

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One Fox News station ran a poll: Do you think the hackers should be considered terrorists? It was split 50-50. As if anyone had actually "hacked" anything. As if it wasn't just spamming download requests and overloading servers. As if any networks/security had actually been compromised. It...

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What's far more interesting than the Wikileaks themselves is the trolling/reverse trolling, hacking/counter-hacking of Wikileaks, PayPal, Visa, MasterCard, DDoS wars, Federal demands of deletion of log sites, etc going on between 4chan /b/tards, pro-Assange hactivists and pro-nationalist/anti-Wikile...

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http://www.rawstory.com/rs/2010/12/ron-paul-what-wikileaks/ â€œIn a free society we're supposed to know the truth,â€ Paul insisted. â€œIn a society where truth becomes treason, then we're in big trouble. And now, people who are revealing the truth are getting into trouble for it. Data released by ...

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Dear You, One year ago today, you wrote something about me that made you unlike the ones who came before you. In the time since then, we have changed the "never"s to "have"s and in that "however long," for me, everything did click and was right. You truly are something ...

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Helen, could you PM Steph your new address?

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Jayelle, could you ask Caspian to check his PMs?

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Rei, could you go into more detail on food and scarves, or maybe elaborate on your likes?

I like the idea of using Confessions, by the way!

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Helen, can you give a little more detail, with the notes on scarves/outerwear, ear piercing, general likes and dislikes, and stuff?

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You're such a tool.

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I got to fall asleep holding a pretty girl.

...that probably shouldn't be as spectacular as it was for me.

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Dear Bob, Tomorrow is my first day of counseling. I am nervous. I am very nervous. I am mostly nervous because I haven't had a serious depressive episode in about two weeks. I made the appointment shortly after. I don't want to waste the counselor's time. It's easy for me to explain the depression a...

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Oh, man. I guess I really do deserve that. If you look at it from the flip side, it's rather unfair ("WHAT? Not AGAIN?!"). Mostly, though, I just feel amused. I'm enjoying those little things that are pegged as "typical." One by one, I am falling into the stereotype. You see, I k...

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Dear You, Um, did you just unfriend me? That's not nice. I mean, I know it's not personal. It's obviously stupid, but not personal, seeing as I'm by far not the only one. Still. Someone once said they take screenshots of their friend list to know who unfriended them, and I once considered doing that...

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Dear Bob, I'm sad. Now, for me, it doesn't seem that sad and happy are polar opposites, or mutually exclusive. Earlier this month I was really content and sad, and still earlier I was happy and sad. Right now I'm okay and sad, but it's the fragile kind of okay, the one that could topple due to a wro...

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Confession: I suddenly feel unwelcome, as though it's time to delete my online presence in it's entirety and start over somehow.

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I have a date tonight.

I'm not sure how I feel about that. Very conflicted.

Eeeee!

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I feel guilty.

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Had to.

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Lady Gaga. That is all.

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Dear god,

Please put me out of my future misery.

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Bob,

I feel so lost. The simplicity of that statement doesn't begin to cover the emotions.

But it's not time, yet; day 10 hurts as much, if not more than, day 1. When it's time, I'll be back under my own name.

Alea

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Dear You, Whoever you are that deleted my last post and whoever you are that bitched about it. I guess only certain people are allowed to use this user name and this thread to vent. Very amusing. I am glad that my account is now inactivated and I'm done with this place, for the time being or forever...

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dear u
once i realized that u only txted me by accident and thats how u'll ever txt me i realized the friendship had died. thx

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Bob, I cried more last week than I had in the two years before it. That's not a bad thing. I don't know if crying, on average, twice a year, was so healthy for me. Sometimes I felt like crying but for some reason couldn't. It's almost always when I've been feeling safe and comfortable with my life t...

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Dear you,

I think you're so mean. I think we should try. I think I could need this in my life. I think you're just scared. I think too much.

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Dear You, I keep distance to protect you. I am not the person I once was, and I don't particularly wish to return to that. I can see which direction the compass points, and while some of the points of interest along the way are the same, the underlying motivations are not. You don't need to understa...

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I deserve it but that makes me feel s*****; I should be there right now.

As part of the help, not as a cause.

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Throwing around that you can DDoS someone is kind of pathetic. I also doubt two computers qualifies as "distributed".

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