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daPyr0x

and i just don't see how this is going to happen. how i am going to keep getting up every morning and putting on the facade of living my life, and listening to music and going to work and eating and sleeping and getting dressed and taking a shower and all of these things that i do now because i mus...

daPyr0x

Me... Wardrobe: Straight black or khaki pants work shirt or some blue shirt, usually with stripes Items: My car/car key/alarm remote Two cell phones (work and personal) At least one pen Usually accompanied with a paint marker, permanent marker, or china marker; or any combination... my Karma (think ...

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I, too, believe that 19 is to young but here I am. I've been thinking about that all day but heck, I've lived much longer then my 19 years. I had to grow up really fast from the age of 10 on. But I won't bore you with the details of my life. Partially due to my current situation, and partially beca...

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Thank you Val. On that note, to everyone who thinks I'm an ass.... I don't care. Yes, the situation was made worse by me. It was done so on purpose. I would be with her again now if I hadn't done so, because I'm weak like that. Hurting her like that saved me from making a big mistake. I begged her f...

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The laptop was a gift, you are correct. The only reason it's something that I feel like I should get it back is because I bought it for her like 3 weeks before she decided to cheat on me.....I mean...I put a lot into getting that for her, it was a big thing, and for me to give that to her and her to...

daPyr0x

You know what are beautiful? Women.

I know this is kinda contrary to my last post in a diff thread, but I dont care.

Women are beautiful.
(Yes, all of you.)

daPyr0x

I'm trying to date now... I'm kinda sorta dating someone new. At first, it was really tough, becuase I'd keep putting her down (in my mind) by comparing her to Nicole and listing off to myself her comparative "shortcomings". It has gotten easier; though it is still kinda off because..I'm s...

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I wonder... why that idea of love appeals us so much, then? Does it appeal... Or is that just what you are supposed to think? I don't find it appealing at all. Just because you've never had it doesn't mean it doesn't exist or isn't appealing. Going back to our 'roots' as evolved apes, the instinct ...

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I am not talking about triggers. And you are not talking about love. You are talking about a process that is quite physiological. The readying to fulfill our reproductive task. But what about love itself? Not the reproductive passion, but the willingness to self-sacrifice? Much of our behaviour is ...

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Both, really. Sort of. Do keep in mind I am referring to what I've called "true love". It is possible to love without how these decisions came about; however I don't believe it would be true love, at least not at that time. I chose to stick it out through the eating disorder, chose to fly ...

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I've come to enjoy wines more lately myself. I can only drink reds if I'm mating them with my meal; otherwise I do not enjoy them at all. Whites I can do with food, on their own, or pretty much any time. Ice wine is good stuff too. It's one of those things you can have a little of after dinner, like...

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Love isn't those feelings... I used to think it was. I used to think the warm fuzzy feelings and all were love, but they're not. Those pass, Love does not. There's only one "feeling" that I can really say I'd attribute to love, and I'm not going to go into it here. neo: I somewhat disagree...

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I think that love can change. That's what makes it real. It's unjust to anyone who has ever been in love to say that it doesn't count because it didn't last. Life changes. Things can change you. The person you were ten years ago might have been madly in love with one person, but now, after having c...

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Loaded question: What is love to you? I'll start... I just got back from a short vacation which I used to think a lot about this...about exactly what love is and....similar things. I've realized a few things, not the least of which being that (much to my dismay) there are many different 'levels' of ...

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Cameron, how long have I known you? Is it like... 5 years now? 6?

I feel old when I think about that.

I think it's 5....but I can't be totally sure. 2 years before, and 3 years after I started dating Nic? That sounds about right...

It's been a long while hasn't it?

daPyr0x

Most of you know this
But I'm 20 going on 35, or so it feels...

Yes, 20.

daPyr0x

Poutine is awesome.
For all you Ontarians - Prme Rib from Milestones'

For all you Americans, Panera Bread

For all you with a Scadanavian background - Lingonberries!!!!!!!! (no, I don't have a scandanavian background :-p)

For anyone with taste buds, C-Plus Orange pop for the win!

Yeah, I'm a dork.

daPyr0x

Dear You, You are a very funny person. I have yet to figure you out totally, and I'm not really sure I want to. You are wrong. I am not trying to steal her away from you. In fact, if you could hear some of our conversations you would see that the situation is the exact opposite; she wants ME to take...

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Dear Bob, Why do I do this to myself? Why am I so insistant that I need to be everything for her? Why do I need to be that level of support? Why do I spend $100 on her for the 3 year anniversary of a broken relationship? Why? Why do I still insist I need to be all the support she needs? I know she n...

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I talked to her more last night. A lot more. I still love her. And I know she still loves me, as much as she did when we broke up anyways. She asked if I would ever marry her still......and the truth is....that I would. I know that we both need more time apart before we try and rebuild a relationshi...

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Dear You, After all that you have done, I do not feel as though you deserve a whole hell of a lot. You do not deserve me back, you don't deserve some of the things that I do and am going to do for you, you don't deserve my sympathy when you complain about feeling lonely... But you deserve better tha...

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I run away from myself mentally to avoid hurt feelings. I purposelly start fights when I'm on the phone with Nicole My "best friend" is really pissing me off that I desperately want to start cutting him out of my life because I can't take it I can't cut him out because he's the only guard ...

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yeah, I concur.

Confession: I spend at least 10 minutes of every day going back and remembering each and every bit of the 48 hours of December 31, 2005 through January 1, 2006. I still do not understand it.

I cry almost daily.

daPyr0x

Alanis Morissette's acoustic album is on my high rotation Speifically, Your House and You Oughta Know (I wonder why, eh? :-p) I want you to know, that I am happy for you I wish nothing but the best for you both An older version of me Is she perverted like me? Would she go down on you in a theater? D...

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I've only got one word for ya, Kel

*hugs*

I know, it's really tough. And I know, sometimes you wonder if the tears will ever stop. And I know, you'll spend a lot of time wondering......a lot of things of the "what ifs"....and that will only hurt more.

I know

*Hugs*

daPyr0x

Dear Bob,

I got a promotion today!! Now instead of Group Leader, I'm a Supervisor!

And I get an extra bit of money every week...booyah.

daPyr0x

This is true; but it feels like ass when those people DONT shatter those walls and you feel like you're leading them on because they're obviously really into you and you're not, and you don't want to hurt them or anything....

daPyr0x

Hah!! I got Avril Lavigne!!!

63% - Marlon Brando
55% - Alexander Graham Bell
54% - Jonothan Taylor Thomas
52% - Ian Anderson
50% - Albert Einstein
48% - Avril Lavigne

Beat those names....hahahahaha I look like Einstein AND Bell.

daPyr0x

I still post pictures of Nicole and I... I have most of our emails, all of her letters.... *sigh* I really thought we were meant to be....like if there was ever a time that I'd believe in soul mates it was with her... What sucks more than breaking up? Trying to get back into dating and having other ...

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Dear Bob, This dating thing blows... I have two women who are, like, really interested.....and I'm....not? One of them is a girl I knew all through high school. She's apparantly had a crush on me for 5 years and she confessed the other night that she was happy when Nic and I broke up and yeah. I too...

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I coulda told you that without firing a gun into the air, John...

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To hell with 1-6 years
Public flogging ftw!

daPyr0x

Dear Bob,

I have a date tonight.....

What am I doing?

I have two women who are....rather enamoured with me...And that's all well and good....but....I'm going on a date with one tonight? What....what am I thinking?

daPyr0x

We are told it snowed, today. It is not even a lousy fortnight into October and it has the NERVE to snow. We are not impressed.

I concur. I came home from hanging out with my friends and there was white stuff covering the hood of my mom's car...

daPyr0x

I concur.

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