though though i tell myself that i dont, and no one knows that i ever did, i really still am in love with him.

and after what happened, i cant not like her any more...
no matter how much i want to.

when you have mexican food and someone says "oh, man i love beans" and you gasp and say "oh, my god, me too!! i diddnt know that you'd read that!" and there's an akward silence and you say "oh, sorry...i thought you were talking about something else." yeah that was wier...